in my negative little mind, it's true, the world doesn't fit with me.

in my negative little eyes,
i hate everything you say.
i hate the way you act.
i could see every lie in your eyes, i could read every unspoken word you wouldn't dare to say.
and i don' like them, at all.
i know how you feel that way, i understand, yet i couldn't accept the fact that you're acting like a b**ch, a f**king friend that's never there.
and there i watch you lie, i watch you try to avoid things i might think, i watch you fail.
and i couldn't speak a word. i cry and kneel on my mind,
i wish everyone to disappear, so i'll miss every lie and every trick.
I'm sick of them.
yet my lips are sealed.
i cant have people, even when they lie in daily basis -because lies are really humanly- , hurt because of what i say about them.
i don't have the heart to do so.
i lie too, you know.

and then i do my revenge.
in my negative little imaginary world in my head,
i crush you into pieces, then i laugh.
i talk what i thought
and i leave you all.

but that's just me.
this thing has led to an ugly creature in me that i couldn't control.
i couldn't laugh no more, i couldn't smile freely.
i feel resentful every time i wake up in the morning.
that's just me.