a perfect love.

This is a rhetorical question quoted from a facebook status updates appeared on my facebook feeds.

"Just tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?"

Correct me if I'm making a bad response to this question,
Ignore me if my reply degrading your opinion on love,
But there's no perfect love ever exist between humans.

Humans, are known by their imperfect self,
keep making mistakes from time to time, even repeating their own unique mistakes.
Humans define themselves from others by their imperfections and their advantages taken from others imperfections.
As you see, no humans live a life perfectly.
Humans are just humanly imperfect.

Therefore, a perfect love then wouldn't be exist at all.
Beyond all the power of love that have been overrated since the beginning of life, love happens between humans, created by humans, felt by humans, the imperfect creature.

It's only natural that then, no love is perfect.
So what seems to be a perfect love, must've been an absolut lie all along.

Quite a long speech on a simple question like that. Haha.
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rear view

My eyes are weak.
They keep searching for you,
they'll weep when they don't find you.
And on a rear view, I couldn't see you. Not once, not twice.
But they just don't get it.
They wander off freely.
*putiy

I might be overreacted, but i love my mom so much. don't you?

Kalo nyokap gw sampe kenapa - kenapa, gw sumpahin lu semua ga bisa tidur nyenyak sampe mati.

zooey deschanel

not so much of a fashion lover, not so much of a vintage lover, I really like Zooey Deschanel.
She has something.
She is multi-talented.
actress, singer-songwriter, musician.
and her fashion sense are just different from the mainstream.
yes, the 'it' mainstream..
not sure who i'm talking about?
recall your YESMAN movie memory.

Case#2

Ada aja ya orang.
Udah tadi nyokap gw dituduh ky gtu di pengadilan....
Ini lagi...
Mantan gw yg aneh...
Udah gw ga pernah ngomongin dia lagi...ga pernah jelek2in dia lagi... Ga pernah inget2 lagi... (Bwt apa? I've got myself wayy better boyfriend) Sepenuh hati ud gw maapin tu org...
Masi aja dia bahas2 gw...
Ngomongin yg jeleknya...
Gila...
Kalo dendam ngomong dong bung! Braninya ngomongin di blakang
Jadi cowo kok gtu ya...
Bangga banget mutusin gw...freak
Gw malu deh pernah jadian ma org ky gitu...
Bikin kesel lagi aja...
Susah ya mau jadi orang baek....
Harus dewasa....
Harus ga kepengaruh bginian..
Kaya ga ada yg lebi penting aja!
putiy

GREED

Today is mommy's birthday..
And guess what's the greatest gift she got?
Ah cape pake bahasa inggris lagi emosi..
Gila banget tu orang-orang serakah!
Bisa2nya nuduh nyokap gw gelapin duit!
Gila lo ya smua!
Bilang rmh gw hasil penggelapan!
Gila!
Ngomong kaya tong kosong!
Makan tu duit lo!
Nuduh aja bisanya!
Mikir dong! Ga pake otakkkkkk
SERAKAH JUGA ADA BATASNYA!!!
Orang apa setan!!!
Ga punya hatii!
Bisa2nya bawa tuduhan kaya gitu ke pengadilan! Lu kira keluarga gw kerjanya buang2 duit korupsi??????
Taelahhh
Speechless gw..
Ga ada lagi kata2 yg bsa nunjukin emosi gw lebih lagi.

Hebatnya nyokap gw ga marah.
Hebat ya.
Soalnya dia yakin dia ga salah.
Mestinya lu semua belajar dr nyokap gw!
Kalo lu semua punya setitik aja kebaikan nyokap gw, masuk surga semua lu!
putiy

I talk about me

I've been thinking,
- I'm not being snobbish or anything -
But I've been thinking, for quite a while, that,
if there's something that God gave to make me unique, it would have been my brain.
- I'm not telling you I'm a genius or what.. -
I'm not.
But my mind seems to think ahead time.
And now I'm feeling, I'm 21 with a mind of 30. Or even 40.
Sometimes when I hear other people's problems (around my age), I feel silly.
They've been sweating small stuff.
And what interests them, doesn't interest me.
And they seem to lack of gratitude.
And I don't like having fun and doing crazy stuff, unless when I'm drunk. And I don't really like drinking.

I may looked gloomy, but I find peace, when I'm home, laying in bed, and do some work with some snacks as company.
putiy